Текст, слова пісні villagerrr - Swimming

I call you on the phone Yet things get harder all the more you know And I felt this way before And I'm trying, trying better to ignore Swimming, swinging, so low So close to heaven, I don't think you'll show Well I'm dumb, I'm bad, I'm broke I'm singing songs that somebody else wrote I cried watching the TV It felt a lot like healing This song will be my enemy My brain it wants to kill me I stopped and read a book Like the first time since I was pretty young And the pages touched my hands And my feet felt like red flowers in the sand I can't look in the mirror My visions gettin' clearer This song is not a friend to me This world is out to get me Well, come and get me